CT today

Today is the day of my CT urogram. It's 1am and I haven't gone to bed yet. Partially because I'm making dessert for my son's football team for tonight's dinner, and partially because I'm a little anxious and can't just fall asleep. I'm not worried to have the test. I just hope and pray so much that the cancer hasn't spread at all. I believe that it hasn't. But the way my luck has gone medically this year, God only knows how it will go. I'm hoping He knows it will be good news.