Wednesday, January 31, 2018

My messed up self

People keep asking me if I'm nervous. I've been able to say no, until this morning. The butterflies are settling in.

Today is my last day at work until who knows when. I have so much to do today to prepare to work from home for a while. Tonight is my last night at home for a (hopefully very little) while. Tomorrow morning, when I send my kids to school, it will be the last time I see them until the day after surgery.

I'm trying not to think about it, but it's in my face and hard not to think about. I feel nauseous today and it's all nerves. I highly doubt I'll sleep at all tomorrow night.

I'm a dang mess. Ugh.

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